Dirty 30 plus size model sharing awesome shit with you. Lover of all things that sparkle. Chocolate makes me happy, but totally goes against my crazy Insanity workouts. Happy, healthy and fat!Tumblr (3.0; @nikstar)http://nikstar.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2b803174c9286f899a44d4369fc0802c/tumblr_mmn70ybRdv1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>It won’t be a happy Mother’s Day for all mommies tomorrow. For me, I’m feeling some kind of awkward way about Mother’s Day because last year I was pregnant and a year later, my son is not here with me. Please be mindful that there are lots of mommies who have lost babies and lots of women who yearn to be mommies but have yet to experience that joy. My thoughts and love are with all of you…not just on Mother’s Day but everyday. #childloss #pregnancyloss #miscarriage #angelmommies #mothersday</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/50174901074http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/50174901074Sat, 11 May 2013 09:26:58 -0700miscarriagepregnancylosschildlossmothersdayangelmommies<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/70c3336016e9a965f3fdb075c5160343/tumblr_mmi5dj6gEq1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I originally said yes to this dress…but after looking online at others and thinking about my original experience. ..I wasn’t sure about it. So I tried it on again, along with a few others and fell completely in love with a different dress. That one won’t be revealed until the wedding day….but I promise its just as beautiful as this one and definitely more my style. #weddingplanning #plussizewedding #plussize #weddingdresses #yestothedress #plussizebride #bridetobe #blmgirls #teamnatural #curlygirls</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/49966542956http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/49966542956Wed, 08 May 2013 16:03:19 -0700plussizeweddingplanningyestothedressweddingdressesplussizebrideteamnaturalcurlygirlsplussizeweddingbridetobeblmgirls<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4d2294150a7b3fd55fbe5016eaab2509/tumblr_mm59wzrt1A1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Shout out to @Tyrese aka @TyreseBookClub for reminding me #honormycurves and to take a long hard look at my fat body when I got out the shower after my 2 mile run. It’s one thing to be honest and it’s another thing to be a dick. You don’t teach people to love their bodies by telling them to shame it. No matter how you feel, my fatness is none of your concern. What I eat, my daily activity all that, none of your business. You don’t have to like this “fat and nasty” body, but I know somebody that does…oh and the others before him. #effyourbeautystandards Shame, I know you have a plus size sister and you probably feel the same way about her. #lovingme #healthyNOTskinny #nakedandlovingmestill #curvygirls #honormycurves</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/49397928654http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/49397928654Wed, 01 May 2013 17:12:35 -0700healthynotskinnycurvygirlsnakedandlovingmestilleffyourbeautystandardshonormycurveslovingme<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e1e8d4b3662e5dee24981d01108bff0c/tumblr_mlm2p62Jje1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Tips for life! Live for you! #effyourbeautystandards on some real shiiii! If somebody doesn’t like what you’re wearing, they can turn the other way. As long as you aren’t endangering yourself and others…do whatever makes you happy! #fatandhappy #loveyourbody #lifetips #justdoit</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48528846421http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48528846421Sun, 21 Apr 2013 08:22:18 -0700lifetipsfatandhappyjustdoiteffyourbeautystandardsloveyourbody<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/ea0356c3fe6dc70a1ab6025568b7122a/tumblr_mlikmkkqAC1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>#regram from @alice_olivia. #quotes #loveyourbody #loveyourself #youarebeautiful</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48368177323http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48368177323Fri, 19 Apr 2013 10:59:08 -0700regramquotesloveyourselfloveyourbodyyouarebeautiful<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/43432dfae2b9cfaff5a888d129b14435/tumblr_mlihdiuApX1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Started from the bottom now we here. Today I learned that I really NEED to get outside and work out more. I can work on my tan and get fit. The treadmill has not prepared me for those #CulverCityStairs and dirt paths. Thank you babe for pushing me when I just wanted to lay down and roll down the hill. ♥♥♥ #teamwork #healthycurves #fitandfat #pspfit #healthyNOTskinny</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48364216528http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48364216528Fri, 19 Apr 2013 09:48:54 -0700healthycurvesculvercitystairsfitandfathealthynotskinnyteamworkpspfit<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b1d524ae3c8d154e704cc926659b2ff2/tumblr_mldwimb82M1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>My 5k training went awesome today…I felt like a fuckin beast! And I saw this pic and knew it was totally appropriate. Big girls do run and do live an active life! Get It ladies!!! #thisiswhyimhot #healthyliving #healthyNOTskinny #healthycurves #fatgirlsruntoo #fatandhappy</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48182367900http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48182367900Tue, 16 Apr 2013 22:27:58 -0700fatandhappyhealthynotskinnyhealthycurvesthisiswhyimhothealthylivingfatgirlsruntoo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/655d6f482c7b1720165f7b440ff363e3/tumblr_ml9soj6iPp1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Do kids even know what this is?! And yes @ftblgrl27 still listens to It! #throwback #cassette #whitneyhouston #childhood</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48000069718http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/48000069718Sun, 14 Apr 2013 17:14:43 -0700throwbackwhitneyhoustoncassettechildhood<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ff3df07b4b16fb0bd1e319c7f2bf743c/tumblr_ml3uz0eQCp1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>You hear?! Your body is amazing. Love it and be kind to it….and for heaven’s sake put cute lingerie on it! :-P #loveyourbody #loveyourself #selflove #fatandhappy</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47717465734http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47717465734Thu, 11 Apr 2013 12:18:36 -0700fatandhappyloveyourselfloveyourbodyselflove<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1a8edda09b113d7a80950aa0f7ba6603/tumblr_ml1urr0Jpw1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>#humpday inspiration. ♥♥♥</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47629634776http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47629634776Wed, 10 Apr 2013 10:19:03 -0700humpday<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/93a4f02800c5fe47e69c4ae3aa31b16d/tumblr_mkw8otLeHK1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I love and enjoy the dialogue I have between my readers! My blog wouldn’t be what it is without you. So if you have a question, I’m going to give you an answer on my blog this week and tag you! Go ahead! Ask away! It can be on fashion, beauty, dating, pregnancy loss…or whatever else compells you! I will answer all questions but please nothing sexual or out of line. Ok, fire away! #blogger #questions</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47375091224http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47375091224Sun, 07 Apr 2013 09:34:05 -0700bloggerquestions<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/33810149126578f6d0d6a25364b68266/tumblr_mkulk5NEhS1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Be the change you wish to see. #fatandHappy #selfesteem #bodypositive #allbodiesarebeautiful</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47296963130http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47296963130Sat, 06 Apr 2013 12:16:53 -0700bodypositivefatandhappyallbodiesarebeautifulselfesteem<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a7f03a3eb61f7d55da33b43992ff0bad/tumblr_mkplud9Qu41qbih6so1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47171293162http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47171293162Thu, 04 Apr 2013 21:58:19 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/f8778bcd899fa595e8edbe331d98d43d/tumblr_mkrmqdOfMQ1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Ahhh #Dominodollhouse! This Nuclear Seasons is everything! This is the most trippy and creative by far and I’m loving it. If you want a sneak peek, check out my blog <a href="http://www.xoxonikstar.com" target="_blank">http://www.xoxonikstar.com</a> #plussizefashion #curvygirls #fashion #blogger #Spring2013</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47170752454http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47170752454Thu, 04 Apr 2013 21:49:25 -0700fashioncurvygirlsbloggerdominodollhouseplussizefashionspring2013<iframe width="400" height="225" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Ipo8vk7GXR4?wmode=transparent&autohide=1&egm=0&hd=1&iv_load_policy=3&modestbranding=1&rel=0&showinfo=0&showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br/><br/><p>Bloggers speaking about Torrid. What are some of your first memories of Torrid?</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47111646399http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47111646399Thu, 04 Apr 2013 08:32:48 -0700torridplus size fashiontess munster<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4e60664dd510723e3e10fbb896efc718/tumblr_mkqlkdXw7W1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Yes! Plus size women of all different shapes and sizes can rock the Torrid Stiletto Jean!</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47111321651http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47111321651Thu, 04 Apr 2013 08:26:37 -0700torridplus size fashiontess munstercurves and chaosplus model magazineivory jinelle<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/618ee3a6dc0062cbecebc6fe9cf197d0/tumblr_mkqli7iWJF1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>How many ways could these bloggers wear their boyfriend jeans?</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47111254277http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47111254277Thu, 04 Apr 2013 08:25:19 -0700Torridplus size fashionfashion“Jews went into Auschwitz and came out as Jews. Africans went into the ships and came out as Blacks. The former is a Human holocaust; the latter is a Human <i>and</i> and metaphysical holocaust.”<br/><br/> - <em>Frank Wilderson, <em>Red, Black, and White: Cinema and the Structure of US Antagonisms</em> (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://so-treu.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">so-treu</a>)</em>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47105062506http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47105062506Thu, 04 Apr 2013 06:14:24 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b51f3715ab7eecee1e46e0833497d9a5/tumblr_mkpgu8pLKd1qcsw27o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Remember a few weeks ago when I was tweeting and instagramming live from @torridfashion hq? Yeah, that post along with a video is up on the blog. <a href="http://www.xoxonikstar.com" target="_blank">http://www.xoxonikstar.com</a> to check it out! #fashion #plusSize #plussizeblogger #plussizefashion #iamtorrid #curvygirls</p>http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47066870886http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/47066870886Wed, 03 Apr 2013 17:46:55 -0700fashioncurvygirlsplussizeplussizefashionplussizebloggeriamtorridhttp://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/46884523272http://nikstar.tumblr.com/post/46884523272Mon, 01 Apr 2013 15:36:39 -0700